It's been a crazy summer. It's been a crazy year.
Paco, I'm sorry. I have such guilt looming over me tonight, and I'm not sure why. What I do know is that I wish you didn't have to move right before you died. I know it stressed you out, and I'm sorry. I wish you could have spent your last days on the heated floor, just snoozing away in comfort. It saddens me to think that you were uncomfortable; it saddens me to think that you are not here. The same goes for Chico.
I've lost something I can't ever get back. I'm so sad, Paco. I try to think that it might be something else in my life, but then I remember that I lost you not long ago, and I realize that you are why I'm sad. Everything else is just background noise. Nothing seems as important.
I fucking miss you boys.
Paco, I'm sorry. I have such guilt looming over me tonight, and I'm not sure why. What I do know is that I wish you didn't have to move right before you died. I know it stressed you out, and I'm sorry. I wish you could have spent your last days on the heated floor, just snoozing away in comfort. It saddens me to think that you were uncomfortable; it saddens me to think that you are not here. The same goes for Chico.
I've lost something I can't ever get back. I'm so sad, Paco. I try to think that it might be something else in my life, but then I remember that I lost you not long ago, and I realize that you are why I'm sad. Everything else is just background noise. Nothing seems as important.
I fucking miss you boys.