I hate being alone; it's when all the sadness floods in and overtakes my every thought.
I know you were sick, and I know it was a good choice, letting you go peacefully, but I still feel shitty.
I miss my boys. You were both there my whole adult life. You both saw me grow into the woman that I am today, you helped me through the hardest times in my life, and never asked for a thing back. You were always at my side.
Now who's there?
There's no replacing the special bond that I had with you two. You were so much more than pets; you were my kids.
Don't get me wrong, Zeus and Leia are wonderful dogs, but they aren't you two. They don't sneak into restaurants with me, or fly across the country with me. It's just different and right now, it sucks.
I knew it would kill me when Paco died, because then you'd both be gone. I always had a piece of you with me, Chico, when Paco was still here. I'd think of you every time he'd lick Leia's ears. Now, I feel empty. You're both really gone.
I wish I could write...
Take care of each other, wherever you are. Promise me you won't forget me, and thank you for the 9 and 13 wonderful years you gave me.
I miss you so much.
I know you were sick, and I know it was a good choice, letting you go peacefully, but I still feel shitty.
I miss my boys. You were both there my whole adult life. You both saw me grow into the woman that I am today, you helped me through the hardest times in my life, and never asked for a thing back. You were always at my side.
Now who's there?
There's no replacing the special bond that I had with you two. You were so much more than pets; you were my kids.
Don't get me wrong, Zeus and Leia are wonderful dogs, but they aren't you two. They don't sneak into restaurants with me, or fly across the country with me. It's just different and right now, it sucks.
I knew it would kill me when Paco died, because then you'd both be gone. I always had a piece of you with me, Chico, when Paco was still here. I'd think of you every time he'd lick Leia's ears. Now, I feel empty. You're both really gone.
I wish I could write...
Take care of each other, wherever you are. Promise me you won't forget me, and thank you for the 9 and 13 wonderful years you gave me.
I miss you so much.